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They are...disrespecting me(?). They are making mistakes!
So week one of the job- I get told verbally what my hours are, I follow them, etc. Week 2, I get sent an email (it at first doesn't have the schedule attached, then they add it in a follow up). Week 3, I get a text on like 3pm Sunday that I won't work that week. It's like, and this is a direct quote, "I going to give you a break this week. We are training the new hires in prep for next week". Now, I consider myself a new hire, and I think I should have extra training since I've been told by HR and the person who's job I'm taking have both said I'm about to take over the Kinder class the next week, but okay whatever not my call.
Then we get to now. It's that week, my 4th week. Radio silence. I texted on Sunday- admittedly late because I was way too lenient with my expectations to how long the schedule would take to post. I emailed Tuesday. It's now Wednesday.
My mom wants me to go in person, my partner wants me to insistently call, and I want life to be easy for a moment. I have an appointment today but I'll probably call after that. I'm...just tired. If I let myself stress it will be all consuming, so instead I'm just 'que sera, sera'ing my way through this.
Like, come on man. This isn't fair. But I also..haven't done anything wrong. And if this is something that happens regardless of if I do something wrong, then it probably isn't in my control. Which sucks and is worse than if I had made a mistake.
So week one of the job- I get told verbally what my hours are, I follow them, etc. Week 2, I get sent an email (it at first doesn't have the schedule attached, then they add it in a follow up). Week 3, I get a text on like 3pm Sunday that I won't work that week. It's like, and this is a direct quote, "I going to give you a break this week. We are training the new hires in prep for next week". Now, I consider myself a new hire, and I think I should have extra training since I've been told by HR and the person who's job I'm taking have both said I'm about to take over the Kinder class the next week, but okay whatever not my call.
Then we get to now. It's that week, my 4th week. Radio silence. I texted on Sunday- admittedly late because I was way too lenient with my expectations to how long the schedule would take to post. I emailed Tuesday. It's now Wednesday.
My mom wants me to go in person, my partner wants me to insistently call, and I want life to be easy for a moment. I have an appointment today but I'll probably call after that. I'm...just tired. If I let myself stress it will be all consuming, so instead I'm just 'que sera, sera'ing my way through this.
Like, come on man. This isn't fair. But I also..haven't done anything wrong. And if this is something that happens regardless of if I do something wrong, then it probably isn't in my control. Which sucks and is worse than if I had made a mistake.
